Wednesday, December 13, 2006

thanks a lot

these two weeks busy prepareing for my 3rd year university exam.
and, today i finsih it with what i believe will be a pass for me to continue my journey to 4th year..very happy. all just need a wait, may be next two weeks i will know the answer.

last night i have no mood at all in study, seem like i had prepare for the exam..so, i try to sleep at 10am.it's very unusual for me to have sleep so early during exam///

however, i cant sleep at all..i try to count 1, 2 , 3 ...
until i had count it till more than thousand , in which that time if not mistaken was midnight already...

i told to my friends today about this..they said i very "steady"
haha..aha..

thanks to my patient and examiner, who help me much;thanks

Monday, November 20, 2006

story writing

i like to write story, especially a story that can make you feel warm..

this few days, i was like usual..

with a desk lamp and then a pen with my book, starting to write..
however, recently my story started with new version..

i try to import some song into it..

yes, it's true..

however, i never try to post it into my blogger as i still not sure it is a nice story,...

may be the day will come...

i want to post it to Radio Fm so that they can use it as a new programme for them,,,

i like to write but lasy to type, that's why i very seldom post it to blog also...

days over days..when i read back all the story i write were just a love story..

i think i need to change it..

why i always write love story..may be it was due to i like korean song and its drama, which always love story..i like their love song, very sweet...

this early morning, i wake up late at 7.30am...
it was late..my usual time was 5am..
i like midnight, and also early morning..this is the time i can have full mood to write the story...

whatever, i want try to write different varities of story so that in one day i can sell all my idea to local companies to get it in movie..

ha, ha,,,

may be i poor in all language so most company will not buy it..i may only can post it into net only...

Friday, November 17, 2006

RESPONSIBILITY

when the day come, you will very enjoy your study,,
this was told by my senior one year ago..

what's the mean??

now, when everyday i wake up, the 1st thing i want to do is interviewing patient..

but, do you know what's the interesting part in this whole process??

it is when the patient from your hometown, or when the patient "believe" you are their friends..

so, everytime when i walked past by each patient that i used to interview them, i will show a respect to them, with a smile.,..

when i did it, their response is the part make more energetic to continue my study..

in medicine study, we need to maintain our effort..

however, sometime in our life, we will have low mood..so, at the end of the day, you will just sit there with a book and your brain is blank///

however, because i enjoy each part of my clinical practice, so i always in very very high mood to study...

however, i still in low mood this few days with just sit and with books and mind is blank..this may be too tired stay in the ward, and thus i start to leave ward and go back to hostel more earlier so that i will study in the night...

in my pre-clinical year, i felt medicine little bit boring as we just study and study without knowing our objective..

however, in clinical year, when we get the information from patient we will ask ourselvcs what had occured in this patient..so, we will very curious to find out the underlying causes..because of this responsible, i study for it,,,

and when you have responsibility, you will be respected by everybody even yourself..

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

study groups

happy today..
previously i asked myself is it study group will make me study more better..
i doubt it even my mentor ask me to form a study group (even my result still good, not the best, is good)

today, i find it is very useful especially when you have different lecturer teaching different things..

so, friends, have a discussion is the best in your study

Monday, November 06, 2006

COOL V.S. SMILE??

is it life full with happy and not sad??
is it when we walk to else where i need to show my smile to you all??

this what my friend told me..
he said i always have no smile..
this was not good as it will make me looked very very ???
i not heard what he mumbling about, just felt very very boring today, may be not enough sleep...

however, i like not to smile and be cool when i am working or study..
i like to be crazy when i with my best friend or in my room..
i dun like to show smile and my teeth..

i believe when i not smile , i will looked to be cool, so i like it...

previously, my matriculation friends said me as very very cool man when in lecture...

however, once i "lepas" from lecture, i would like CRAZY man..ha, ha,,

this may be my special characteristic, means to have two totally difference show in front those people..

to be cool, i think should be continued, as it can make me to be looked like very profesional..."but, actually i not profesional at all.."

ok, ok, ok,///

can't talk much here already...

still many many many pages not study yet...

bye..

last, be cool during working environment will make your friends follow you, think that you are the leader..is my principle, i think i will change it one day, may be..jus may be only...ha, ha,,,..

last also, really a last, FLUSH AWAY is a very very very fantastic movie, go to take a look..you will very very happy even how depressed you are..

thanks

Thursday, November 02, 2006

今天的我好 吗??

在大学的生涯已快有四年了。。
当中高兴的也多,不快乐的事情也很多。。
也许我在朋友的眼里是最稳重的吧,当然也在有些朋友眼里的???。。。
我也不清楚,也不想知道。。
最近,忙于课业,忙于课外活动。。
忙到我,很想有秒钟坐下休息也可说很难做到。。
白天走来走去,晚上就坐下开会。。
唯有让我思考的就是晚上。。
对了,晚间是我最喜欢的那一刻了。。
我喜欢坐在桌上,开着把桌灯
就一把,那么一把。。
伟大的爱迪生就帮我投入夜晚宁静的那一颗。。
听着音乐,慢慢陶醉于我最喜爱的那一刻。。

但,时间和睡神终不让我享受那么旧。。

慢慢把我拉入睡梦中。。

太累的身体也就随着时间和睡神的催眠,我慢慢放下今天的忙碌,睡了。。。

大学生涯里,说精彩可说不精彩,唯能以活在当下就好;即来之则安之的想法慢慢一步一步走,直到那天我能大声说我毕业了。。很盼望那天的到来。。

常想,很想,在毕业后的某年,跑到第三国家为社会服务。。
但,朋友终劝说。。别了。。别去吧。。难道你不怕??病???大战??和??的。。。。

也许,有天我会改变这主义吧,我也不知道。。

而,我现才清楚知道的是若我再写下去,我就失去读书时间。。

好吧,再见。。。

很想。。。。。很想。。???

??
我也不知道。。哈哈哈哈。。

但,我今天很好,但还没吃晚餐,,

应该是等我从图书馆回去时才去吃了。。

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

医学好读吗??

人生岁月里,曾听闻最短命的职业就是医生。。。

有些同学进了医学院后就很开心。。。。

每一年, 每当新生报到, 我们的讲师终会问下同学是否真的喜欢医学。。。

回答时候,我终是反复问我自己我是有说谎吗???

同样的答案我不知回答了几次也忘了。。。
心里很坦白对我自己说我"应该"是喜欢吧。。。

一个很不大肯定的答案出现了。。。

直到我今天每晚只睡四五个小时,日夜不停学习,我可大约看清了日后生活。。。

以前不知天高地厚吧,选了就好。。

虽然大多讲座都没错过,但还是弄不清

。。。

。。。
。。。。

很快的三年已过了,我才发现到原来它就是个玩意儿。。。

你要一天里把有的二十四个小时用到很充实。。。

若没,你将会。。。我不知后果是?? 或 是 ???? ???? //????

就这样我把一天半的时间放在站着,听,看,学,说 和 被""骂""的事业里吧。。。

回来冲凉吃饭,听歌后读书。。。

身为位医生,我的讲师就告诉我,你要一秒里做三四样事情。。

当我们检查身体时,你就要问你今天好吗??过去的病好了吗??同时我们就要想他的病了??

同时间我们也要看下他家里环境如何??是导致他有病患的原因吗??
同时间我们就要想要如何把所找到的东西告诉讲师,要以简单容易明白的

医学就是这样。。。

可是没有个讲座说到很清楚。。

但再过几个月吧,没错话,我校将会举办如此讲座,让将要进入本地大学的学生知道每个生物科系的点点滴滴。。不让同学选错。。

说真的,我喜欢这科,很挑战,但很好玩。。

同学们,加油。。。

那个讲座的详情会在网上播放,经敬请留意!!!!

、加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

how's your life now??

every year when friends are having thier university exam, i sure will have my holiday..

also, when i am having my exam, you all sure in your own honey moon..

this year, i need to pass two main exams before proceed to my very very very busy 4th year..

according to seniors, we will have tao weeks holiday in a year when i get into 4th year..

the worse thing come when i am in a posting that combine three departments together to consider as one posting...that posting is the most terrible posting when i need to take three exams in 6 weeks time..this means every two weeks i will take exam then change to another posting..

however, i like to challenge such busy days...

now, i still busy with my Medicine Department posting...

i used to no mood study for one weeks...i don't know what was occuring that time...

but once i back from holidays, i start to get back my mood to study...

yesterday, i was asked by a specialist to interpret an ECG..

(ECG is used to help us in diagnosing heart diseases)

walau, i suddenly felt i cant make it as i never read that kind of ECG before...

after two minutes, i finally came out with my answer...

how you think about my answer????

i was scolded by him???

no, he is the doctor who went to UK study for more than 10 years..so, he looked and act very polite, and always like western people, encourage me, guide me to get the answer..

finally, i got that answer..n he asked me continue my effort to study more as he said i know more than i should know in my 3rd year...

he said: " TEOH, excellent, you get it.."

"finally, you get the answer...good. you have know more than you should...continue your effort..."

actually, as human being, we need always encourage and guide our students, friends, children to get what they want..and we should not just give them answer directly..

like yesterday, if that dr told me the answer directly, i may not so happy and very very proud to be his student..thanks dr, i will work hard..you have changed me little bit..i hope you will teach me more..thanks a lot...



so, friends, when we have discussion, dun tell answer directly to your members..let them think...also, when you guide them, you will think, and THINK is the best way to learn in medicine and anyway, even biology..many people are wrong, they wrong to say study BIOLOGY is by memorize..actually this is wrong...so, friends, think is step by step..n dun ever try to memorize what is equal to what,,,the most important is ask since this causing this, then how it resulting in it...all is theory, you need to apply it in practical, then sure you will understand more..one secret in doctor is we are trained since we enter medical school to interpret real data daily and practice it anytime anyplace...

so, in final word, GAMBATEH!!

Friday, October 20, 2006

balik kg

happy deeparaya to all who read this message...how's your holiday??

how's your life now??/

this whole morning, when i walked to hospital...
when i reached there, very surprisingly, an usual-crowded ward suddenly with so few medical students...

ha, aha,ha..most of them are now on the way going back to hometown...

i clerked a patient and then copy all the information then i received a emergency call from my friend. ...i call him "FUNGAL MAN", ha...ha...

he asked me to fetch him to bus station as he was late already...

his bus scheduled at 12noon, but when he called was 11.40am,,,...

with my F1 technique, we reached there 10 minutes after 12....

haha,,,he looked very sad as that time the bus departed already..how???

with 30 minutes of asking and asking many bus companies, he finally needed to buy again a bus ticket at 1.30pm....

after that i rushed back to hospital to continue my work...

very tired...

but it is worth as he will "belanja" me "makan" ...hahaha


hi, lazy typing....

need start writting my case report liao..bye,,happy deepavali and selamat hari raya

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

how are you??

day by day..today is my day 17th posting in medicine department...
busy still my topic when people ask me: "how are you?"

today is a quite special day, which i can say as bad luck...
my 1st bad luck in my new posting...

what's that???

i think i can't say it out, especially it is a web...

just hope today will go pass by more faster, so that i will not suffer so much...

whatever la, just wich me good luck after this...

i think i need to stop here, as need continue study liao....bye bye...

i will get it!!!

what's that??

when i get it, i will tell you all....

take care.

Monday, October 16, 2006

UKM TOP 200

two weeks ago, that was a very tired afternoon for me after go to ward clerking patietnts...i went to library to take a short breath before continue the afternoon session..sat at the sofa, take a chinese newspaper read...it's seem like usual, politics, accident then entertainment...suddenly, i read "UKM top 200"...walau, i was very excited,,..i asked my friends came and we discuss together..we, as UKM student felt very proud to be UKM student...however, when i know UM has dropped again..

i felt very sad about it...previously was a nice and good university in country,even in the world, with well reputation, but now?????

it's really made me sad.i think those who read this article sure will have same opinion as me...

however, overall, we should happy, as most of our universities have improved from its previous ranking...

only the thing that i hope to say is we, as Malaysian, should not too happy, as we still have much to improve, untill the day when we read the newspaper is all our universities within top 200, and most of them, hopefully all, within top 50..it's possible for us, as MALAYSIA BOLEH.....which we should going to prove and not just said,...come on, our friends, let us get MALAYSIA to be the BEST COUNTRY in our heart.

Friday, October 13, 2006

go go go...

these days, though look not so busy..but i need to wake up early in the morning to go for class and then come back with headache and dizziness brain...

too much information i need to key in into my brain..

to complate and pass with excellent result, we (with friends) counted that we need to study about 25 pages of medical book within a day...

hai, who will make it??/

the only time we have to study just from 6pm to 12 midnight...this not including the time for dinner, chating, and playing.....

so, very impossible...

that's why we believe "common thing is common"

this what my lecturer told me...

so, we go to clinic and bedside to clerk patient and try get as much information as we could,,,,


medical life is not stress, but is an enjoy..though is very busy, but i enjoy it much...

friends, if you plan to choose it, go on...don't hesitate toooo much....


in conclusion: GO GO GOOOO GOO GOOG OOGOOG OOGOGO GOGOGOOOOG GOOOOG OOOOGOO........................................................................................................................

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

MALAYSIA BOLEH

it's very upset when we as malaysian heard that our badminton not get a good result in world champion...

if we refresh back to 1990's when our malaysian badminton team was known as the strongest, we will feel very sad about why our badminton like that...

not badminton, you can see that why our football also like that..there are some news always report that who and who and who change and hope can improve our sport perfromance...despite how well your facilities, we still ?????/./,,;k;

why some south african country can play well in sport, but we??always said and complaint that why our athletes not win because of the refree, place...

actually if your team is strong, then you still can win whatever the factors...

please, our atheles, pls wake up.....i really hope to see our malaysian team can be the best in teh world...

at the same time, i very proud to be malaysian as we have good and nice leaders..last, i still believe "MALAYSIA BOLEH"

happy life

this few days although still busy, especially entering this new posting in medicine, but i satisfy it as it is very meaningful as i appreciate each seconds i have..now, i start to have less sleep.previously, one day i sleep for nine hours, but now start going to five..haahhaha..

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

大学大选

大学大选开始了。。

大学大选究竟对我,身为一位大学的其中个老百姓有何关系呢???

两年前投票不就是你投我就投,完全不知其重大意义。。。

但,今年就不同了。。。

身为一项活动的其中一份子,大选对我来说是很重要的。。

出来的成绩就能决定这活动日后的餐物。。。

要是某方胜,那我就相信吃肉好过吃稀饭。。

就从现在倒数二十八小时吧,看吃肉还是饭?

Monday, September 11, 2006

busy and busy and busy...

this few days busy with too much things =, till i need to sleep after 3 in the morning....

busy untill family member got health problems, i also don't know..

it's really make me felt sad..why i make it like this??

may be in coming weeks, i need to take a few days holiday, go back meet family and friends..

last week, went back to previous college to interview students as a member for coming major activity, which involing all malaysian students who interstesd to know more about life sciences courses..and encourage student take other course rather than medicine.. do you have any idea on it??? give me the suggestion about how should it be done so that it can be very major activity, and interesting

ok, i think i need to stop here...need go to wad teach friends.. bye bye

Monday, September 04, 2006

ha

these days i start to busy myself with many problem activities till i can't withstand and today i felt very blur even after sleep for 3 hours...it's time for me to relax and going back home..if not, i think i will crazy..ahaha...not so severe la..

may be i need go to cinema take a movie and enjoy the popcorn..

stress??

no, i not stress, just my body physically cant withstand it already...

just hope i can go over it

Monday, August 28, 2006

busy days

a very long period i not post a message here already..last week, i was posted to clinic hukm at bandar tasik selatan. during my posting there, i saw much of the cases of depression and diabetes..most of the patients came from a poor family..i don't know when and how, after my posting there, i start felt that i should hardworking and SMART study. i start realize that be a doctor, they have much more responsibilities to their patient. a holistic approach to the patient is the thing that every doctor should have..but how can you make it if you are not smart study???

ok, since that, i felt that my way and mood of study coming back...i believe they are on the way..by this morning, i am having 80% of that mood back already, and i believe i can make it.

sometime, somebody asked me : "is studying medicine is a though job?"

i told them if you are on the right track then you will not have any problems...

however, today, i feel that study medicine, still not a tough job, but you need a word "BRAVE"

we will always meet challenging, from our own social, health, and our altitude.

socially, we will lack of time for social events..but it still ok..as till now, i still can make it..but when we are houseman, then i don't know.........

health, many of the medical student have a syndrome called: "medical student symdrome"
medical student scared of disease transmitted to them, not having a good exercise and social interaction practice.,..most of them i think they will have some "depression"...so, they need support...then where can we get the support??

thanks god, i got it from god, from family and friends..

our altitude??
yes, we need to meet many different levels of society, range from businessman, teacher, student, housewife, till pensioner...so, different people have different way of approach. all these, we need to learn within these 5 years or more after that...

as a conclusion, study medicine should make it in the way of enjoying and not suffering.

Monday, August 21, 2006

MEDIC

today when open my email, get a new mail from unknown, who ask anybody with suitable bone marrow that can donate to their girl...

when i read this, i start notice that i very cool...

previously, when i know somebody because of some illnessess, i start sad and pity to them..however, now, i very steady, no any feeling..

i ask myself, "is that me"

yup, i think so...

may be bcos of i always exposed to hospital life, so i think i already "biasa" with my death...

nothing i am scaring now...

MEDIC LIFE really a very challenging life, i like it..

last saturday, i watch a movie, "PATCH ADAM", is a very nice movie for medical students...

the movie saying the daily activity that a medical student even doctor should practice on... is not just for us to study and study, but at the same time we treat patient, should in the mind that treat them as a human, not as a disease point of view...

these days, becoming a doctor is getting difficult..in Malaysia, may be in oversea also, when entering medical school, we need to have an interview...

according to my doctor, he said may be in future, to become a houseman we may need another interview also..hopefully no la...

may be in coming 10 years, M'sia will full of doctor, and that time may be we will unemployed..so, i don't want type too much at here already, better go study la....

Thursday, August 17, 2006

暂时打包!!!!

昨晚读书读到头痛,拿起张我前年从网站下载的文章来看。。。

里头说了,在这复杂的社会里,你要赢得整个社会是件不简单的事。。。

每天我们为了生活难题,绞尽脑汁,想乐又想,有时且为了件简单的事,而用了整天的时间,连吃饭都忘了。。。

其实,在最困难的时间里,若你能暂时"打包" 那些困难,我相信你就不必用了一天时间,只用几分钟就一切解决了。。。


看了看,我睡着了。。。


十五分钟后,我醒来了。。。

头痛再也没了。。。

其实,当你面对难题时不是逃避,而只是把一切暂时放下,而过后解决。。。

这不等于"等一下"。。。

赞时打包有时也是种生活策略。。。

朋友,现在有问题吗????

就暂时打包吧。。。

但,别用树胶袋,很不环保wo...

Monday, August 14, 2006

nothing

today is my new posting..

to Family Medicine..

very boring briefing..

hai...

yesterday outing at 12noon and back at hostel in early this morning..

I went to UKM bangi for Pesta Konvo, then kajang took SATAY, and then to LEISURE MALL watch "CLICK", TESCO and lastly to KL SENTRAL fecth friend who back from sarawak after dating at there...

CLICK, i like this movie...


all the things that you are not happy at, just take remote control and click it, all will fade off...

however, we will lost something that were mentioned in the movie.,..

if free, spend 2 hours with your friends or family for this movie...

Friday, August 11, 2006

PROF RAYMOND'S PHILOSOPHY

what's doctor means to me now???

yesterday, i had a lecture with Prof. Raymond...

he told us, doctor/medical student is not a job.(NOTE: not A job)

he said, when a patient come for a visit, they will tell us what they are suffering..so, at that time, we will keep asking them and KOREK KOREK what are the underling disease they are having..this means doctor is like a INSPECTOR GADGET(i modified his talk)


ok, that's the 1st job...

later, we need to write it down as a report and then present it to our lecturer/boss/Prof..., we need to present in the way of a lawyer and we need to defence our finding by points support our diagnosis, and point against our ruled out diagnosis.
so, we are Lawyer this time..we are not reporter, as we round and round to a take the information then we interpret it...and we present it out...

then, when we get the definite diagnosis, we start the treatment and manage the patient, and this time we are doctor,,,


so, according to his philosophy, doctor is doing three type of jobs....

so, that's why people say doctor be paid much..

DOCTOR should not earn, because we save the life because is our job.. we are not here because of want money then save life, but we are here because of we want save life then we get the rewards..this is why we save life 1st before we get money...

in short, our objective should save life and not get money...

of course, as a doctor we need money too...

do you know how much of money we spent to complete our study...even, sometime is not ouw will to have expensive surgery or treatment...but is because the drugs/instrument/....are all expensive...

do u know there's a drop of drug that cost a car price?????

whatever, in my point, our aims still same: SAVE LIFE 1ST....

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Prevent better than regret

anything to say??

so far, after thinking of 20 minutes, there's nohting to be told you all..

just now morning go to check my antibody level and also either have any infection...

as a health care worker/ learner, we are high risk to exposed to infectious diseases, such as hepatitis B, HIV, TB...

somtimes, when I am going to approach of such kind patient, i feel that i should not have bias to them...

however, who can ensure that there's no accident occur...

as a result, we must take care of ourselves when approaching blood, saliva, wounds, anything came out from them..

actually, we need always check our own antibody level and have a vaccine..

so, to those that still not go to check their hepatitis B antibody level please make it before things occur...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

微笑吧,朋友!!

不要因为结束而哭泣,微笑吧,为你的曾经拥有。。。

也许在看着这文章的人正失去件重要的东西,也许是情人、亲人、财物、、朋友。。。但,朋友们,别哭,就把他当做甜蜜来看待。。。

加上,所谓塞翁失马,焉知非福吧!!!

努力吧,朋友。。

机会是自己创照和珍惜的,懂得把握机会的人是英雄。。。

努力吧。。。。go go go go ..!!!!!!!!!!

如果有一天.....

如果有一天,你走進我的心裡,你一定會哭,因為裡面裝滿你的點滴。如果有一天,我走進你的心裡,我也一定會哭,因為裡面找不到我的身影...

往事

昨晚要睡前,听了巫启贤大哥的那一段日子。。里头写了句我很想与大家分享下。。。

“。。。曾经为了我,我失恋伤痛,你们陪我流泪痛苦,多少次我们也里漫步谈谈人生与前途。。。那年的世界杯我们还看着足球明星共同欢呼。。。没有人也力独处。”

朋友就如歌黎形容的。我相信在我们成家后,这段开心的过程都是甜蜜的。。。上了大学,大家因为足球赛而集合。若没有英超,我想我们没机会在一起了。。。所以,英超万岁!!!


平时由于功课上的忙碌,我们忘了彼此。。。
渐渐的,我们远离了对方。。。一切当你拿起那首歌来听时,你就会想起一切甜蜜的往事。。。

有时,往往一则短短的信息,“嗨,最近好吗?”。。。“生日快乐”,有时就是这样,我们才能维持这段真诚的感情。。。每当靠近离别毕业,大家课题就是日后。。一切歌里描写地很好。。。写下写下,让我想起了一段难以忘怀KMPP的生活。。

大哥的歌,是在描述了大多年轻人的生活。。很想再回去当年一起搞伙同,半夜跑哦来跑去,早上一起讨论功课,无忧无虑的生活,但这一切已成为甜蜜的历史,只能坐在电脑面前,写着看着以前照片笑看这接下来的人生。。

朋友,珍重。

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

bad mood

today mood very bad..
don't know why...

hai....


may be cos of the pc run very slow...

Monday, August 07, 2006

把握当下,机会你我都有!!

刚刚看了篇心情故事,故事描绘了一对夫妇。。。

老公常因为忙于工作,而一再而三的推迟与老婆环游世界的梦想。。。

在年轻时,我相信大多数人想与他心目中最爱的那位一起拥有个浪漫的环游世界。。

但,因为经济不允许,而向对方说等了有钱后我们才。。。。

孩子有了,而说等孩子长大。。。。。

孩子长大读书,等我把這筆生意談成之後。。

等我退休。。

但人已老,病患多,等康复后。。。。

但,岁月不留人。。而后悔。。。

其实,人生不是短暂,而是看你如何把握当下而已。。

上天给我们机会, 只是我们如何把握机会。。。。

机会对我来说是要自己争取,把握。。

在工作上,若你想力争上游, 那么你就要懂得争取。。。


但,但,有人说机会????

哈哈哈, 我想啊!!!

但, 老板不给。。。。

老师不给。。。。。。。。。

"老兄啊,老兄啊,人家不给, 那你就自己争取啊。。。。"

所以呢,呢, 机会是要自己 创造+把握=争取机会




返回主题,。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

然而,生活總是一直變動,環境總是不可預知,

在生活中,突發狀況層出不窮。

身為一個醫学生,常看到人生老病死,家人后悔还有些事与他未完成。。。

早上醒來時,原本是个充满希望的日子,沒想到一個意料之外的事:车祸、心臟病、被强匪谋杀等等。剎那間生命的黑暗呈现。


人,無法預料未來,所以,老兄们,不要一切都是等下,等我有空,而是把握当下。。。


同样的,看完后就对你心目中人说句甜言蜜语吧, 别再等待了
不要吝於表達心中的話,因為生命只在一瞬間。

真誠告訴她:「我愛妳」、「妳太好了!]。。

"没了你,我生命缺乏了冲力"

說不出口???

别担心!!!
但,别用短信息,太不浪漫了。。。


写张字条,黏在家入门口: "老婆\爱人\朋友\哥哥\姐姐\爸\妈, 我爱你,谢你,您很棒。。。"

不要吝於表達,好好把握, 好吗???


別把時間浪費在等待所有難題的「完滿結局」上。

也别浪费在这里了,关上电脑,走去向他说:"我爱你"


"爸妈、哥姐、老师们、朋友、读者, 谢您,感恩!!"




爱情的约定是真的吗????(3)

五个月后,男孩醒了。。

原来五个月前男孩在一场车祸中昏迷了。。
那段期间一个一直以来都抱着希望能与男孩渡过下半世的同学无畏不至的照顾他。。。。

虽然辛苦但她终觉得值得。。。

男孩醒后发现女孩在她昏迷期间完全没寄过封信给他,大感失望。。

他曾怀疑那暗恋他已久的女孩丢掉他信。。

但,再三的反复地问, 他相信是女孩有了新欢而抛弃他。。


从此, 男孩不再联络女孩了。。

他不再相信书中所说的甜蜜爱情。。。


女孩也因为针恨男孩关系,而改换一切联络方式了。。。


伤心的日子过得好辛苦。。。

男孩对上段恋情还很思念, 决定用三年时间环游世界,加入国际医药组织,散播大爱。。。

爱的种子就开始从新出发, 散播世界各地贫穷国家。。。


就这样,男孩不知不觉,当了大爱医生已有五年了。。。

2016年 12 月29 日,男孩来到了个受到洪水淹没的小村庄。。。

当晚,他好累。。正当他想坐 下休息,突然他听到:"医生,快,快。。。老师。。"

在他出乎预料之外, 她。。。她。。。

原来,她。。

"不好,出事了。。。",他心想。

经过了长时间的急救,所谓的危险期已过了。。。

今晚, 男孩已过百岁大寿,与女孩同坐在夜光下,看着谣远的星星,回顾当年。。。

两人闭上眼睛,静静的思所。。。

如果不是那场天灾,也许今天坐在看月亮的是自己,望着遥远天空,思索遥远的对方,永远放不下心中的感情。。。


"我相信爱情是甜蜜,若你相信彼此。", 男孩望着月老告诉了女孩。。

"谢您,上帝。"


我们相信彼此,相信爱情的约定。

Friday, August 04, 2006

爱情的约定是真的吗???? (2)

飞到了美国, 男孩守 着诺言。。

就这样一段难以自信的 远距离恋爱展开了。。。

女孩也同 时间进入了本地大 学。。。

三年已 过了,他 们 还 是 那 么 深 爱 对 方。。。

女孩期待所剩下的 两 年 时 间。。。

已五个月,女孩的信 没 被 男孩回 复了。。。

女孩清楚知道男孩已有了新 欢, 伤心的 结 束 了 那 段 爱 情。。。

女孩 对 男孩的 约 定大失所望。。。正 当 她 伤 心 时期,一直追求 她 的好友,向 她 表白了。。。



究近女孩接受 吗?
男孩的 约定真的????

爱情的约定是真的吗????(1)

七月三十日,星期日中午,吃 饱没事做,写了个爱情故事。。。

故事 发生在大马的一个小村里。。。

述说了一个小男孩的故事。。。

小男孩不知 从什么时候开始就日夜不停的很想 尝试爱 情的滋味,他想找 个女友。。。

天真的他日夜不停的在等待 真爱出现, 同 时间 他也阅读了些爱情小说,大多都 给了他种感觉:"原来爱情就是美好 甜蜜的。。。

等待是痛苦的, 他 每天一放学回来就躲在房里祷告,希望上帝看到他的 真诚

2004 年12月 24日,平安夜,他心目中人出 现了。。。。

原来那女孩就住在他家附近,四年里一直都搭 着同样巴士下不同的学校。。。

四年时间,男孩完全没发现过她。。。

从此,男孩就每天早上陪女孩坐巴士到了女孩校门,下了巴士才走回头到自己的学校。。。也许路途遥远,但一切都 值得。。。放学后,他们约好在公共图书馆见面读书讨论功课。。。


他们都有个伟大的梦想,一起进入哈佛大学完成医学系为乡亲父老服务。。。

2006 年3月,成绩放榜了,他们顿时失落了。。。

男孩在过不久即将飞国去留学了。。。

飞去的前夕,男孩与女孩一起渡过二十一岁生日。。。

女孩许了个愿:"希望他学成归来"

当晚,他们坐在海边吹着海风。。。

"我会每个星期为你写封信,就算明天考试,你还是我心目中的发电厂; 没了你,我会失去斗志力。。"

"这是你说的啊。。若你没做到,我就飞了你。。。。"

"你敢?"

他们在海边追了起来。。

'我一定追到你的。。。"

欢乐时光过的真快。。。
男孩起飞了。。。




想知道他们爱情路结局?????


明天再述说吧。。。。。。。

Thursday, August 03, 2006

no mood

today no mood to say anything..just plan go to Ampang take ban mee..now, start busy with university sukan..hope that this year my team can contribute gold to kolej.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

responsibility→rational thinking→result

today when reading news on net, saw such kind of news: "PM said if information in blogs, websites, sms and online portals were incorrect, causing disturbances, then the authors will be investigated..."

responding to it, i agree with our PM action..
however, there's sometime we need to spread a news which we heard from somebody as a primary prevention before the disaster occur..take the Tsunami previously..since that, i already scare of that after saw the video clip..so, when i get the message, i think i will tell my lovely family as a way for me to prevent sad thing happen...so, sometime we are forced to do it.it's no choice..however, are there any ways we can take before spread the news???

yes, there are..check with police station with double confirmations are better...
so, bloggers, think before we said is the best...

today society, many people did without thinking...because of this, all the city problems arised..

however, think is not enough..we must have a rational thinking, then during solving the problems, will not end up with unhappiness..

is there enough?? no, other than rational thinking, we must have responsibility. when you know it is your responsibility, then you will make it in the rational way..

so, responsibility → rational thinking → desired result.

take an example, if a medical staff know his responsibility, then he will not make wrong decision. .as a result, when in medical school, our lecturer always train us to have responsibility over what we did..of course, it takes long times to have responsibility, which is trained via co-k..so, to all students, co-k is not for you to participate because of forced or what, but you should put more on what you learn from there..don't just go there for play, but go there to learn the indirect thing, eg responsibility, social interaction.....blar blar blar.......

Monday, July 31, 2006

2R, the formula

previously said that formula made life e c..thn what formula that i will talked??
actually, in our life there's a formula that is i believe to make my my life e c whenever i facing problems..
i believe when problem come, i need to steady myself, whatever how emergency and important it is, i still need a word: "RELAX".. how to relax??it is easy to said but difficult to do..to relax, you must convince yourself, is you, you are the only person that's can solve the problem..i believe when i told myself like that, then i cool down myself 1st..it is because when you know you are the only person who has the ability to solve it, then you will relax n work very very hard to get over it..however, if the problems still persists, what step will you take??

it is e c again...i will still work hard, however i will go take a very deliciuos meal 1st b4 i continue..it act as a reward..so, with this there's comes out a formula for you to make life easy..
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and the formula is: RELAX...

eat is also a relax for me, but it more prone to a REWARD, the only reward i believe make me work harder...

so, FORMULA MADE LIFE E C=RELAX + REWARD = 2 R

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Formula Made Life E C

in daily life, we always facing problems. Somebody take it as a challenge, however most of the people take it as obscure...whatever it is, in our life, did you ever notice there's a formula for us to go through..this is why formula made life easy(E C) be created..