story writing

i like to write story, especially a story that can make you feel warm..

this few days, i was like usual..

with a desk lamp and then a pen with my book, starting to write..
however, recently my story started with new version..

i try to import some song into it..

yes, it's true..

however, i never try to post it into my blogger as i still not sure it is a nice story,...

may be the day will come...

i want to post it to Radio Fm so that they can use it as a new programme for them,,,

i like to write but lasy to type, that's why i very seldom post it to blog also...

days over days..when i read back all the story i write were just a love story..

i think i need to change it..

why i always write love story..may be it was due to i like korean song and its drama, which always love story..i like their love song, very sweet...

this early morning, i wake up late at 7.30am...
it was late..my usual time was 5am..
i like midnight, and also early morning..this is the time i can have full mood to write the story...

whatever, i want try to write different varities of story so that in one day i can sell all my idea to local companies to get it in movie..

ha, ha,,,

may be i poor in all language so most company will not buy it..i may only can post it into net only...

RESPONSIBILITY

when the day come, you will very enjoy your study,,
this was told by my senior one year ago..

what's the mean??

now, when everyday i wake up, the 1st thing i want to do is interviewing patient..

but, do you know what's the interesting part in this whole process??

it is when the patient from your hometown, or when the patient "believe" you are their friends..

so, everytime when i walked past by each patient that i used to interview them, i will show a respect to them, with a smile.,..

when i did it, their response is the part make more energetic to continue my study..

in medicine study, we need to maintain our effort..

however, sometime in our life, we will have low mood..so, at the end of the day, you will just sit there with a book and your brain is blank///

however, because i enjoy each part of my clinical practice, so i always in very very high mood to study...

however, i still in low mood this few days with just sit and with books and mind is blank..this may be too tired stay in the ward, and thus i start to leave ward and go back to hostel more earlier so that i will study in the night...

in my pre-clinical year, i felt medicine little bit boring as we just study and study without knowing our objective..

however, in clinical year, when we get the information from patient we will ask ourselvcs what had occured in this patient..so, we will very curious to find out the underlying causes..because of this responsible, i study for it,,,

and when you have responsibility, you will be respected by everybody even yourself..

study groups

happy today..
previously i asked myself is it study group will make me study more better..
i doubt it even my mentor ask me to form a study group (even my result still good, not the best, is good)

today, i find it is very useful especially when you have different lecturer teaching different things..

so, friends, have a discussion is the best in your study

COOL V.S. SMILE??

is it life full with happy and not sad??
is it when we walk to else where i need to show my smile to you all??

this what my friend told me..
he said i always have no smile..
this was not good as it will make me looked very very ???
i not heard what he mumbling about, just felt very very boring today, may be not enough sleep...

however, i like not to smile and be cool when i am working or study..
i like to be crazy when i with my best friend or in my room..
i dun like to show smile and my teeth..

i believe when i not smile , i will looked to be cool, so i like it...

previously, my matriculation friends said me as very very cool man when in lecture...

however, once i "lepas" from lecture, i would like CRAZY man..ha, ha,,

this may be my special characteristic, means to have two totally difference show in front those people..

to be cool, i think should be continued, as it can make me to be looked like very profesional..."but, actually i not profesional at all.."

ok, ok, ok,///

can't talk much here already...

still many many many pages not study yet...

bye..

last, be cool during working environment will make your friends follow you, think that you are the leader..is my principle, i think i will change it one day, may be..jus may be only...ha, ha,,,..

last also, really a last, FLUSH AWAY is a very very very fantastic movie, go to take a look..you will very very happy even how depressed you are..

thanks

今天的我好 吗??

在大学的生涯已快有四年了。。
当中高兴的也多，不快乐的事情也很多。。
也许我在朋友的眼里是最稳重的吧，当然也在有些朋友眼里的???。。。
我也不清楚，也不想知道。。
最近，忙于课业，忙于课外活动。。
忙到我，很想有秒钟坐下休息也可说很难做到。。
白天走来走去，晚上就坐下开会。。
唯有让我思考的就是晚上。。
对了，晚间是我最喜欢的那一刻了。。
我喜欢坐在桌上，开着把桌灯
就一把，那么一把。。
伟大的爱迪生就帮我投入夜晚宁静的那一颗。。
听着音乐，慢慢陶醉于我最喜爱的那一刻。。

但，时间和睡神终不让我享受那么旧。。

慢慢把我拉入睡梦中。。

太累的身体也就随着时间和睡神的催眠，我慢慢放下今天的忙碌，睡了。。。

大学生涯里，说精彩可说不精彩，唯能以活在当下就好；即来之则安之的想法慢慢一步一步走，直到那天我能大声说我毕业了。。很盼望那天的到来。。

常想，很想，在毕业后的某年，跑到第三国家为社会服务。。
但，朋友终劝说。。别了。。别去吧。。难道你不怕??病???大战??和??的。。。。

也许，有天我会改变这主义吧，我也不知道。。

而，我现才清楚知道的是若我再写下去，我就失去读书时间。。

好吧，再见。。。

很想。。。。。很想。。???

??
我也不知道。。哈哈哈哈。。

但，我今天很好，但还没吃晚餐，，

应该是等我从图书馆回去时才去吃了。。

医学好读吗??

人生岁月里，曾听闻最短命的职业就是医生。。。

有些同学进了医学院后就很开心。。。。

每一年， 每当新生报到， 我们的讲师终会问下同学是否真的喜欢医学。。。

回答时候，我终是反复问我自己我是有说谎吗???

同样的答案我不知回答了几次也忘了。。。
心里很坦白对我自己说我"应该"是喜欢吧。。。

一个很不大肯定的答案出现了。。。

直到我今天每晚只睡四五个小时，日夜不停学习，我可大约看清了日后生活。。。

以前不知天高地厚吧，选了就好。。

虽然大多讲座都没错过，但还是弄不清

。。。

。。。
。。。。

很快的三年已过了，我才发现到原来它就是个玩意儿。。。

你要一天里把有的二十四个小时用到很充实。。。

若没，你将会。。。我不知后果是?? 或 是 ???? ???? //????

就这样我把一天半的时间放在站着，听，看，学，说 和 被""骂""的事业里吧。。。

回来冲凉吃饭，听歌后读书。。。

身为位医生，我的讲师就告诉我，你要一秒里做三四样事情。。

当我们检查身体时，你就要问你今天好吗??过去的病好了吗??同时我们就要想他的病了??

同时间我们也要看下他家里环境如何??是导致他有病患的原因吗??
同时间我们就要想要如何把所找到的东西告诉讲师，要以简单容易明白的

医学就是这样。。。

可是没有个讲座说到很清楚。。

但再过几个月吧，没错话，我校将会举办如此讲座，让将要进入本地大学的学生知道每个生物科系的点点滴滴。。不让同学选错。。

说真的，我喜欢这科，很挑战，但很好玩。。

同学们，加油。。。

那个讲座的详情会在网上播放，经敬请留意!!!!

、加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!