a very long period i not post a message here already..last week, i was posted to clinic hukm at bandar tasik selatan. during my posting there, i saw much of the cases of depression and diabetes..most of the patients came from a poor family..i don't know when and how, after my posting there, i start felt that i should hardworking and SMART study. i start realize that be a doctor, they have much more responsibilities to their patient. a holistic approach to the patient is the thing that every doctor should have..but how can you make it if you are not smart study???
ok, since that, i felt that my way and mood of study coming back...i believe they are on the way..by this morning, i am having 80% of that mood back already, and i believe i can make it.
sometime, somebody asked me : "is studying medicine is a though job?"
i told them if you are on the right track then you will not have any problems...
however, today, i feel that study medicine, still not a tough job, but you need a word "BRAVE"
we will always meet challenging, from our own social, health, and our altitude.
socially, we will lack of time for social events..but it still ok..as till now, i still can make it..but when we are houseman, then i don't know.........
health, many of the medical student have a syndrome called: "medical student symdrome"
medical student scared of disease transmitted to them, not having a good exercise and social interaction practice.,..most of them i think they will have some "depression"...so, they need support...then where can we get the support??
thanks god, i got it from god, from family and friends..
our altitude??
yes, we need to meet many different levels of society, range from businessman, teacher, student, housewife, till pensioner...so, different people have different way of approach. all these, we need to learn within these 5 years or more after that...
as a conclusion, study medicine should make it in the way of enjoying and not suffering.
Monday, August 28, 2006
Monday, August 21, 2006
MEDIC
today when open my email, get a new mail from unknown, who ask anybody with suitable bone marrow that can donate to their girl...
when i read this, i start notice that i very cool...
previously, when i know somebody because of some illnessess, i start sad and pity to them..however, now, i very steady, no any feeling..
i ask myself, "is that me"
yup, i think so...
may be bcos of i always exposed to hospital life, so i think i already "biasa" with my death...
nothing i am scaring now...
MEDIC LIFE really a very challenging life, i like it..
last saturday, i watch a movie, "PATCH ADAM", is a very nice movie for medical students...
the movie saying the daily activity that a medical student even doctor should practice on... is not just for us to study and study, but at the same time we treat patient, should in the mind that treat them as a human, not as a disease point of view...
these days, becoming a doctor is getting difficult..in Malaysia, may be in oversea also, when entering medical school, we need to have an interview...
according to my doctor, he said may be in future, to become a houseman we may need another interview also..hopefully no la...
may be in coming 10 years, M'sia will full of doctor, and that time may be we will unemployed..so, i don't want type too much at here already, better go study la....
when i read this, i start notice that i very cool...
previously, when i know somebody because of some illnessess, i start sad and pity to them..however, now, i very steady, no any feeling..
i ask myself, "is that me"
yup, i think so...
may be bcos of i always exposed to hospital life, so i think i already "biasa" with my death...
nothing i am scaring now...
MEDIC LIFE really a very challenging life, i like it..
last saturday, i watch a movie, "PATCH ADAM", is a very nice movie for medical students...
the movie saying the daily activity that a medical student even doctor should practice on... is not just for us to study and study, but at the same time we treat patient, should in the mind that treat them as a human, not as a disease point of view...
these days, becoming a doctor is getting difficult..in Malaysia, may be in oversea also, when entering medical school, we need to have an interview...
according to my doctor, he said may be in future, to become a houseman we may need another interview also..hopefully no la...
may be in coming 10 years, M'sia will full of doctor, and that time may be we will unemployed..so, i don't want type too much at here already, better go study la....
Thursday, August 17, 2006
暂时打包!!!!
昨晚读书读到头痛，拿起张我前年从网站下载的文章来看。。。
里头说了，在这复杂的社会里，你要赢得整个社会是件不简单的事。。。
每天我们为了生活难题，绞尽脑汁，想乐又想，有时且为了件简单的事，而用了整天的时间，连吃饭都忘了。。。
其实，在最困难的时间里，若你能暂时"打包" 那些困难，我相信你就不必用了一天时间，只用几分钟就一切解决了。。。
看了看，我睡着了。。。
十五分钟后，我醒来了。。。
头痛再也没了。。。
其实，当你面对难题时不是逃避，而只是把一切暂时放下，而过后解决。。。
这不等于"等一下"。。。
赞时打包有时也是种生活策略。。。
朋友，现在有问题吗????
就暂时打包吧。。。
但，别用树胶袋，很不环保wo...
里头说了，在这复杂的社会里，你要赢得整个社会是件不简单的事。。。
每天我们为了生活难题，绞尽脑汁，想乐又想，有时且为了件简单的事，而用了整天的时间，连吃饭都忘了。。。
其实，在最困难的时间里，若你能暂时"打包" 那些困难，我相信你就不必用了一天时间，只用几分钟就一切解决了。。。
看了看，我睡着了。。。
十五分钟后，我醒来了。。。
头痛再也没了。。。
其实，当你面对难题时不是逃避，而只是把一切暂时放下，而过后解决。。。
这不等于"等一下"。。。
赞时打包有时也是种生活策略。。。
朋友，现在有问题吗????
就暂时打包吧。。。
但，别用树胶袋，很不环保wo...
Monday, August 14, 2006
nothing
today is my new posting..
to Family Medicine..
very boring briefing..
hai...
yesterday outing at 12noon and back at hostel in early this morning..
I went to UKM bangi for Pesta Konvo, then kajang took SATAY, and then to LEISURE MALL watch "CLICK", TESCO and lastly to KL SENTRAL fecth friend who back from sarawak after dating at there...
CLICK, i like this movie...
all the things that you are not happy at, just take remote control and click it, all will fade off...
however, we will lost something that were mentioned in the movie.,..
if free, spend 2 hours with your friends or family for this movie...
to Family Medicine..
very boring briefing..
hai...
yesterday outing at 12noon and back at hostel in early this morning..
I went to UKM bangi for Pesta Konvo, then kajang took SATAY, and then to LEISURE MALL watch "CLICK", TESCO and lastly to KL SENTRAL fecth friend who back from sarawak after dating at there...
CLICK, i like this movie...
all the things that you are not happy at, just take remote control and click it, all will fade off...
however, we will lost something that were mentioned in the movie.,..
if free, spend 2 hours with your friends or family for this movie...
Friday, August 11, 2006
PROF RAYMOND'S PHILOSOPHY
what's doctor means to me now???
yesterday, i had a lecture with Prof. Raymond...
he told us, doctor/medical student is not a job.(NOTE: not A job)
he said, when a patient come for a visit, they will tell us what they are suffering..so, at that time, we will keep asking them and KOREK KOREK what are the underling disease they are having..this means doctor is like a INSPECTOR GADGET(i modified his talk)
ok, that's the 1st job...
later, we need to write it down as a report and then present it to our lecturer/boss/Prof..., we need to present in the way of a lawyer and we need to defence our finding by points support our diagnosis, and point against our ruled out diagnosis.
so, we are Lawyer this time..we are not reporter, as we round and round to a take the information then we interpret it...and we present it out...
then, when we get the definite diagnosis, we start the treatment and manage the patient, and this time we are doctor,,,
so, according to his philosophy, doctor is doing three type of jobs....
so, that's why people say doctor be paid much..
DOCTOR should not earn, because we save the life because is our job.. we are not here because of want money then save life, but we are here because of we want save life then we get the rewards..this is why we save life 1st before we get money...
in short, our objective should save life and not get money...
of course, as a doctor we need money too...
do you know how much of money we spent to complete our study...even, sometime is not ouw will to have expensive surgery or treatment...but is because the drugs/instrument/....are all expensive...
do u know there's a drop of drug that cost a car price?????
whatever, in my point, our aims still same: SAVE LIFE 1ST....
yesterday, i had a lecture with Prof. Raymond...
he told us, doctor/medical student is not a job.(NOTE: not A job)
he said, when a patient come for a visit, they will tell us what they are suffering..so, at that time, we will keep asking them and KOREK KOREK what are the underling disease they are having..this means doctor is like a INSPECTOR GADGET(i modified his talk)
ok, that's the 1st job...
later, we need to write it down as a report and then present it to our lecturer/boss/Prof..., we need to present in the way of a lawyer and we need to defence our finding by points support our diagnosis, and point against our ruled out diagnosis.
so, we are Lawyer this time..we are not reporter, as we round and round to a take the information then we interpret it...and we present it out...
then, when we get the definite diagnosis, we start the treatment and manage the patient, and this time we are doctor,,,
so, according to his philosophy, doctor is doing three type of jobs....
so, that's why people say doctor be paid much..
DOCTOR should not earn, because we save the life because is our job.. we are not here because of want money then save life, but we are here because of we want save life then we get the rewards..this is why we save life 1st before we get money...
in short, our objective should save life and not get money...
of course, as a doctor we need money too...
do you know how much of money we spent to complete our study...even, sometime is not ouw will to have expensive surgery or treatment...but is because the drugs/instrument/....are all expensive...
do u know there's a drop of drug that cost a car price?????
whatever, in my point, our aims still same: SAVE LIFE 1ST....
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Prevent better than regret
anything to say??
so far, after thinking of 20 minutes, there's nohting to be told you all..
just now morning go to check my antibody level and also either have any infection...
as a health care worker/ learner, we are high risk to exposed to infectious diseases, such as hepatitis B, HIV, TB...
somtimes, when I am going to approach of such kind patient, i feel that i should not have bias to them...
however, who can ensure that there's no accident occur...
as a result, we must take care of ourselves when approaching blood, saliva, wounds, anything came out from them..
actually, we need always check our own antibody level and have a vaccine..
so, to those that still not go to check their hepatitis B antibody level please make it before things occur...
so far, after thinking of 20 minutes, there's nohting to be told you all..
just now morning go to check my antibody level and also either have any infection...
as a health care worker/ learner, we are high risk to exposed to infectious diseases, such as hepatitis B, HIV, TB...
somtimes, when I am going to approach of such kind patient, i feel that i should not have bias to them...
however, who can ensure that there's no accident occur...
as a result, we must take care of ourselves when approaching blood, saliva, wounds, anything came out from them..
actually, we need always check our own antibody level and have a vaccine..
so, to those that still not go to check their hepatitis B antibody level please make it before things occur...
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
微笑吧,朋友!!
不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。。。
也许在看着这文章的人正失去件重要的东西，也许是情人、亲人、财物、、朋友。。。但，朋友们，别哭，就把他当做甜蜜来看待。。。
加上，所谓塞翁失马，焉知非福吧!!!
努力吧，朋友。。
机会是自己创照和珍惜的，懂得把握机会的人是英雄。。。
努力吧。。。。go go go go ..!!!!!!!!!!
也许在看着这文章的人正失去件重要的东西，也许是情人、亲人、财物、、朋友。。。但，朋友们，别哭，就把他当做甜蜜来看待。。。
加上，所谓塞翁失马，焉知非福吧!!!
努力吧，朋友。。
机会是自己创照和珍惜的，懂得把握机会的人是英雄。。。
努力吧。。。。go go go go ..!!!!!!!!!!
往事
昨晚要睡前，听了巫启贤大哥的那一段日子。。里头写了句我很想与大家分享下。。。
“。。。曾经为了我，我失恋伤痛，你们陪我流泪痛苦，多少次我们也里漫步谈谈人生与前途。。。那年的世界杯我们还看着足球明星共同欢呼。。。没有人也力独处。”
朋友就如歌黎形容的。我相信在我们成家后，这段开心的过程都是甜蜜的。。。上了大学，大家因为足球赛而集合。若没有英超，我想我们没机会在一起了。。。所以，英超万岁！！！
平时由于功课上的忙碌，我们忘了彼此。。。
渐渐的，我们远离了对方。。。一切当你拿起那首歌来听时，你就会想起一切甜蜜的往事。。。
有时，往往一则短短的信息，“嗨，最近好吗？”。。。“生日快乐”，有时就是这样，我们才能维持这段真诚的感情。。。每当靠近离别毕业，大家课题就是日后。。一切歌里描写地很好。。。写下写下，让我想起了一段难以忘怀KMPP的生活。。
大哥的歌，是在描述了大多年轻人的生活。。很想再回去当年一起搞伙同，半夜跑哦来跑去，早上一起讨论功课，无忧无虑的生活，但这一切已成为甜蜜的历史，只能坐在电脑面前，写着看着以前照片笑看这接下来的人生。。
朋友，珍重。
“。。。曾经为了我，我失恋伤痛，你们陪我流泪痛苦，多少次我们也里漫步谈谈人生与前途。。。那年的世界杯我们还看着足球明星共同欢呼。。。没有人也力独处。”
朋友就如歌黎形容的。我相信在我们成家后，这段开心的过程都是甜蜜的。。。上了大学，大家因为足球赛而集合。若没有英超，我想我们没机会在一起了。。。所以，英超万岁！！！
平时由于功课上的忙碌，我们忘了彼此。。。
渐渐的，我们远离了对方。。。一切当你拿起那首歌来听时，你就会想起一切甜蜜的往事。。。
有时，往往一则短短的信息，“嗨，最近好吗？”。。。“生日快乐”，有时就是这样，我们才能维持这段真诚的感情。。。每当靠近离别毕业，大家课题就是日后。。一切歌里描写地很好。。。写下写下，让我想起了一段难以忘怀KMPP的生活。。
大哥的歌，是在描述了大多年轻人的生活。。很想再回去当年一起搞伙同，半夜跑哦来跑去，早上一起讨论功课，无忧无虑的生活，但这一切已成为甜蜜的历史，只能坐在电脑面前，写着看着以前照片笑看这接下来的人生。。
朋友，珍重。
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Monday, August 07, 2006
把握当下，机会你我都有!!
刚刚看了篇心情故事，故事描绘了一对夫妇。。。
老公常因为忙于工作，而一再而三的推迟与老婆环游世界的梦想。。。
在年轻时，我相信大多数人想与他心目中最爱的那位一起拥有个浪漫的环游世界。。
但，因为经济不允许，而向对方说等了有钱后我们才。。。。
孩子有了，而说等孩子长大。。。。。
孩子长大读书，等我把這筆生意談成之後。。
等我退休。。
但人已老，病患多，等康复后。。。。
但，岁月不留人。。而后悔。。。
其实，人生不是短暂，而是看你如何把握当下而已。。
上天给我们机会， 只是我们如何把握机会。。。。
机会对我来说是要自己争取，把握。。
在工作上，若你想力争上游， 那么你就要懂得争取。。。
但，但，有人说机会????
哈哈哈， 我想啊!!!
但， 老板不给。。。。
老师不给。。。。。。。。。
"老兄啊，老兄啊，人家不给， 那你就自己争取啊。。。。"
所以呢，呢， 机会是要自己 创造+把握=争取机会
返回主题，。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
然而，生活總是一直變動，環境總是不可預知，
在生活中，突發狀況層出不窮。
身為一個醫学生，常看到人生老病死，家人后悔还有些事与他未完成。。。
早上醒來時，原本是个充满希望的日子，沒想到一個意料之外的事:车祸、心臟病、被强匪谋杀等等。剎那間生命的黑暗呈现。
人，無法預料未來，所以，老兄们，不要一切都是等下，等我有空，而是把握当下。。。
同样的，看完后就对你心目中人说句甜言蜜语吧， 别再等待了
不要吝於表達心中的話，因為生命只在一瞬間。
真誠告訴她：「我愛妳」、「妳太好了！]。。
"没了你，我生命缺乏了冲力"
說不出口???
别担心!!!
但，别用短信息，太不浪漫了。。。
写张字条，黏在家入门口: "老婆\爱人\朋友\哥哥\姐姐\爸\妈， 我爱你，谢你，您很棒。。。"
不要吝於表達，好好把握， 好吗???
別把時間浪費在等待所有難題的「完滿結局」上。
也别浪费在这里了，关上电脑，走去向他说:"我爱你"
"爸妈、哥姐、老师们、朋友、读者， 谢您，感恩!!"
老公常因为忙于工作，而一再而三的推迟与老婆环游世界的梦想。。。
在年轻时，我相信大多数人想与他心目中最爱的那位一起拥有个浪漫的环游世界。。
但，因为经济不允许，而向对方说等了有钱后我们才。。。。
孩子有了，而说等孩子长大。。。。。
孩子长大读书，等我把這筆生意談成之後。。
等我退休。。
但人已老，病患多，等康复后。。。。
但，岁月不留人。。而后悔。。。
其实，人生不是短暂，而是看你如何把握当下而已。。
上天给我们机会， 只是我们如何把握机会。。。。
机会对我来说是要自己争取，把握。。
在工作上，若你想力争上游， 那么你就要懂得争取。。。
但，但，有人说机会????
哈哈哈， 我想啊!!!
但， 老板不给。。。。
老师不给。。。。。。。。。
"老兄啊，老兄啊，人家不给， 那你就自己争取啊。。。。"
所以呢，呢， 机会是要自己 创造+把握=争取机会
返回主题，。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
然而，生活總是一直變動，環境總是不可預知，
在生活中，突發狀況層出不窮。
身為一個醫学生，常看到人生老病死，家人后悔还有些事与他未完成。。。
早上醒來時，原本是个充满希望的日子，沒想到一個意料之外的事:车祸、心臟病、被强匪谋杀等等。剎那間生命的黑暗呈现。
人，無法預料未來，所以，老兄们，不要一切都是等下，等我有空，而是把握当下。。。
同样的，看完后就对你心目中人说句甜言蜜语吧， 别再等待了
不要吝於表達心中的話，因為生命只在一瞬間。
真誠告訴她：「我愛妳」、「妳太好了！]。。
"没了你，我生命缺乏了冲力"
說不出口???
别担心!!!
但，别用短信息，太不浪漫了。。。
写张字条，黏在家入门口: "老婆\爱人\朋友\哥哥\姐姐\爸\妈， 我爱你，谢你，您很棒。。。"
不要吝於表達，好好把握， 好吗???
別把時間浪費在等待所有難題的「完滿結局」上。
也别浪费在这里了，关上电脑，走去向他说:"我爱你"
"爸妈、哥姐、老师们、朋友、读者， 谢您，感恩!!"
爱情的约定是真的吗????(3)
五个月后，男孩醒了。。
原来五个月前男孩在一场车祸中昏迷了。。
那段期间一个一直以来都抱着希望能与男孩渡过下半世的同学无畏不至的照顾他。。。。
虽然辛苦但她终觉得值得。。。
男孩醒后发现女孩在她昏迷期间完全没寄过封信给他，大感失望。。
他曾怀疑那暗恋他已久的女孩丢掉他信。。
但，再三的反复地问， 他相信是女孩有了新欢而抛弃他。。
从此， 男孩不再联络女孩了。。
他不再相信书中所说的甜蜜爱情。。。
女孩也因为针恨男孩关系，而改换一切联络方式了。。。
伤心的日子过得好辛苦。。。
男孩对上段恋情还很思念， 决定用三年时间环游世界，加入国际医药组织，散播大爱。。。
爱的种子就开始从新出发， 散播世界各地贫穷国家。。。
就这样，男孩不知不觉，当了大爱医生已有五年了。。。
2016年 12 月29 日，男孩来到了个受到洪水淹没的小村庄。。。
当晚，他好累。。正当他想坐 下休息，突然他听到:"医生，快，快。。。老师。。"
在他出乎预料之外， 她。。。她。。。
原来，她。。
"不好，出事了。。。"，他心想。
经过了长时间的急救，所谓的危险期已过了。。。
今晚， 男孩已过百岁大寿，与女孩同坐在夜光下，看着谣远的星星，回顾当年。。。
两人闭上眼睛，静静的思所。。。
如果不是那场天灾，也许今天坐在看月亮的是自己，望着遥远天空，思索遥远的对方，永远放不下心中的感情。。。
"我相信爱情是甜蜜，若你相信彼此。"， 男孩望着月老告诉了女孩。。
"谢您，上帝。"
我们相信彼此，相信爱情的约定。
原来五个月前男孩在一场车祸中昏迷了。。
那段期间一个一直以来都抱着希望能与男孩渡过下半世的同学无畏不至的照顾他。。。。
虽然辛苦但她终觉得值得。。。
男孩醒后发现女孩在她昏迷期间完全没寄过封信给他，大感失望。。
他曾怀疑那暗恋他已久的女孩丢掉他信。。
但，再三的反复地问， 他相信是女孩有了新欢而抛弃他。。
从此， 男孩不再联络女孩了。。
他不再相信书中所说的甜蜜爱情。。。
女孩也因为针恨男孩关系，而改换一切联络方式了。。。
伤心的日子过得好辛苦。。。
男孩对上段恋情还很思念， 决定用三年时间环游世界，加入国际医药组织，散播大爱。。。
爱的种子就开始从新出发， 散播世界各地贫穷国家。。。
就这样，男孩不知不觉，当了大爱医生已有五年了。。。
2016年 12 月29 日，男孩来到了个受到洪水淹没的小村庄。。。
当晚，他好累。。正当他想坐 下休息，突然他听到:"医生，快，快。。。老师。。"
在他出乎预料之外， 她。。。她。。。
原来，她。。
"不好，出事了。。。"，他心想。
经过了长时间的急救，所谓的危险期已过了。。。
今晚， 男孩已过百岁大寿，与女孩同坐在夜光下，看着谣远的星星，回顾当年。。。
两人闭上眼睛，静静的思所。。。
如果不是那场天灾，也许今天坐在看月亮的是自己，望着遥远天空，思索遥远的对方，永远放不下心中的感情。。。
"我相信爱情是甜蜜，若你相信彼此。"， 男孩望着月老告诉了女孩。。
"谢您，上帝。"
我们相信彼此，相信爱情的约定。
Friday, August 04, 2006
爱情的约定是真的吗???? (2)
飞到了美国， 男孩守 着诺言。。
就这样一段难以自信的 远距离恋爱展开了。。。
女孩也同 时间进入了本地大 学。。。
三年已 过了，他 们 还 是 那 么 深 爱 对 方。。。
女孩期待所剩下的 两 年 时 间。。。
已五个月，女孩的信 没 被 男孩回 复了。。。
女孩清楚知道男孩已有了新 欢， 伤心的 结 束 了 那 段 爱 情。。。
女孩 对 男孩的 约 定大失所望。。。正 当 她 伤 心 时期，一直追求 她 的好友，向 她 表白了。。。
究近女孩接受 吗?
男孩的 约定真的????
就这样一段难以自信的 远距离恋爱展开了。。。
女孩也同 时间进入了本地大 学。。。
三年已 过了，他 们 还 是 那 么 深 爱 对 方。。。
女孩期待所剩下的 两 年 时 间。。。
已五个月，女孩的信 没 被 男孩回 复了。。。
女孩清楚知道男孩已有了新 欢， 伤心的 结 束 了 那 段 爱 情。。。
女孩 对 男孩的 约 定大失所望。。。正 当 她 伤 心 时期，一直追求 她 的好友，向 她 表白了。。。
究近女孩接受 吗?
男孩的 约定真的????
爱情的约定是真的吗????(1)
七月三十日，星期日中午，吃 饱没事做，写了个爱情故事。。。
故事 发生在大马的一个小村里。。。
述说了一个小男孩的故事。。。
小男孩不知 从什么时候开始就日夜不停的很想 尝试爱 情的滋味，他想找 个女友。。。
天真的他日夜不停的在等待 真爱出现， 同 时间 他也阅读了些爱情小说，大多都 给了他种感觉:"原来爱情就是美好 甜蜜的。。。
等待是痛苦的， 他 每天一放学回来就躲在房里祷告，希望上帝看到他的 真诚
2004 年12月 24日，平安夜，他心目中人出 现了。。。。
原来那女孩就住在他家附近，四年里一直都搭 着同样巴士下不同的学校。。。
四年时间，男孩完全没发现过她。。。
从此，男孩就每天早上陪女孩坐巴士到了女孩校门，下了巴士才走回头到自己的学校。。。也许路途遥远，但一切都 值得。。。放学后，他们约好在公共图书馆见面读书讨论功课。。。
他们都有个伟大的梦想，一起进入哈佛大学完成医学系为乡亲父老服务。。。
2006 年3月，成绩放榜了，他们顿时失落了。。。
男孩在过不久即将飞国去留学了。。。
飞去的前夕，男孩与女孩一起渡过二十一岁生日。。。
女孩许了个愿:"希望他学成归来"
当晚，他们坐在海边吹着海风。。。
"我会每个星期为你写封信，就算明天考试，你还是我心目中的发电厂； 没了你，我会失去斗志力。。"
"这是你说的啊。。若你没做到，我就飞了你。。。。"
"你敢?"
他们在海边追了起来。。
'我一定追到你的。。。"
欢乐时光过的真快。。。
男孩起飞了。。。
想知道他们爱情路结局?????
明天再述说吧。。。。。。。
故事 发生在大马的一个小村里。。。
述说了一个小男孩的故事。。。
小男孩不知 从什么时候开始就日夜不停的很想 尝试爱 情的滋味，他想找 个女友。。。
天真的他日夜不停的在等待 真爱出现， 同 时间 他也阅读了些爱情小说，大多都 给了他种感觉:"原来爱情就是美好 甜蜜的。。。
等待是痛苦的， 他 每天一放学回来就躲在房里祷告，希望上帝看到他的 真诚
2004 年12月 24日，平安夜，他心目中人出 现了。。。。
原来那女孩就住在他家附近，四年里一直都搭 着同样巴士下不同的学校。。。
四年时间，男孩完全没发现过她。。。
从此，男孩就每天早上陪女孩坐巴士到了女孩校门，下了巴士才走回头到自己的学校。。。也许路途遥远，但一切都 值得。。。放学后，他们约好在公共图书馆见面读书讨论功课。。。
他们都有个伟大的梦想，一起进入哈佛大学完成医学系为乡亲父老服务。。。
2006 年3月，成绩放榜了，他们顿时失落了。。。
男孩在过不久即将飞国去留学了。。。
飞去的前夕，男孩与女孩一起渡过二十一岁生日。。。
女孩许了个愿:"希望他学成归来"
当晚，他们坐在海边吹着海风。。。
"我会每个星期为你写封信，就算明天考试，你还是我心目中的发电厂； 没了你，我会失去斗志力。。"
"这是你说的啊。。若你没做到，我就飞了你。。。。"
"你敢?"
他们在海边追了起来。。
'我一定追到你的。。。"
欢乐时光过的真快。。。
男孩起飞了。。。
想知道他们爱情路结局?????
明天再述说吧。。。。。。。
Thursday, August 03, 2006
no mood
today no mood to say anything..just plan go to Ampang take ban mee..now, start busy with university sukan..hope that this year my team can contribute gold to kolej.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
responsibility→rational thinking→result
today when reading news on net, saw such kind of news: "PM said if information in blogs, websites, sms and online portals were incorrect, causing disturbances, then the authors will be investigated..."
responding to it, i agree with our PM action..
however, there's sometime we need to spread a news which we heard from somebody as a primary prevention before the disaster occur..take the Tsunami previously..since that, i already scare of that after saw the video clip..so, when i get the message, i think i will tell my lovely family as a way for me to prevent sad thing happen...so, sometime we are forced to do it.it's no choice..however, are there any ways we can take before spread the news???
yes, there are..check with police station with double confirmations are better...
so, bloggers, think before we said is the best...
today society, many people did without thinking...because of this, all the city problems arised..
however, think is not enough..we must have a rational thinking, then during solving the problems, will not end up with unhappiness..
is there enough?? no, other than rational thinking, we must have responsibility. when you know it is your responsibility, then you will make it in the rational way..
so, responsibility → rational thinking → desired result.
take an example, if a medical staff know his responsibility, then he will not make wrong decision. .as a result, when in medical school, our lecturer always train us to have responsibility over what we did..of course, it takes long times to have responsibility, which is trained via co-k..so, to all students, co-k is not for you to participate because of forced or what, but you should put more on what you learn from there..don't just go there for play, but go there to learn the indirect thing, eg responsibility, social interaction.....blar blar blar.......
responding to it, i agree with our PM action..
however, there's sometime we need to spread a news which we heard from somebody as a primary prevention before the disaster occur..take the Tsunami previously..since that, i already scare of that after saw the video clip..so, when i get the message, i think i will tell my lovely family as a way for me to prevent sad thing happen...so, sometime we are forced to do it.it's no choice..however, are there any ways we can take before spread the news???
yes, there are..check with police station with double confirmations are better...
so, bloggers, think before we said is the best...
today society, many people did without thinking...because of this, all the city problems arised..
however, think is not enough..we must have a rational thinking, then during solving the problems, will not end up with unhappiness..
is there enough?? no, other than rational thinking, we must have responsibility. when you know it is your responsibility, then you will make it in the rational way..
so, responsibility → rational thinking → desired result.
take an example, if a medical staff know his responsibility, then he will not make wrong decision. .as a result, when in medical school, our lecturer always train us to have responsibility over what we did..of course, it takes long times to have responsibility, which is trained via co-k..so, to all students, co-k is not for you to participate because of forced or what, but you should put more on what you learn from there..don't just go there for play, but go there to learn the indirect thing, eg responsibility, social interaction.....blar blar blar.......
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