thanks a lot

these two weeks busy prepareing for my 3rd year university exam.
and, today i finsih it with what i believe will be a pass for me to continue my journey to 4th year..very happy. all just need a wait, may be next two weeks i will know the answer.

last night i have no mood at all in study, seem like i had prepare for the exam..so, i try to sleep at 10am.it's very unusual for me to have sleep so early during exam///

however, i cant sleep at all..i try to count 1, 2 , 3 ...
until i had count it till more than thousand , in which that time if not mistaken was midnight already...

i told to my friends today about this..they said i very "steady"
haha..aha..

thanks to my patient and examiner, who help me much;thanks

story writing

i like to write story, especially a story that can make you feel warm..

this few days, i was like usual..

with a desk lamp and then a pen with my book, starting to write..
however, recently my story started with new version..

i try to import some song into it..

yes, it's true..

however, i never try to post it into my blogger as i still not sure it is a nice story,...

may be the day will come...

i want to post it to Radio Fm so that they can use it as a new programme for them,,,

i like to write but lasy to type, that's why i very seldom post it to blog also...

days over days..when i read back all the story i write were just a love story..

i think i need to change it..

why i always write love story..may be it was due to i like korean song and its drama, which always love story..i like their love song, very sweet...

this early morning, i wake up late at 7.30am...
it was late..my usual time was 5am..
i like midnight, and also early morning..this is the time i can have full mood to write the story...

whatever, i want try to write different varities of story so that in one day i can sell all my idea to local companies to get it in movie..

ha, ha,,,

may be i poor in all language so most company will not buy it..i may only can post it into net only...

RESPONSIBILITY

when the day come, you will very enjoy your study,,
this was told by my senior one year ago..

what's the mean??

now, when everyday i wake up, the 1st thing i want to do is interviewing patient..

but, do you know what's the interesting part in this whole process??

it is when the patient from your hometown, or when the patient "believe" you are their friends..

so, everytime when i walked past by each patient that i used to interview them, i will show a respect to them, with a smile.,..

when i did it, their response is the part make more energetic to continue my study..

in medicine study, we need to maintain our effort..

however, sometime in our life, we will have low mood..so, at the end of the day, you will just sit there with a book and your brain is blank///

however, because i enjoy each part of my clinical practice, so i always in very very high mood to study...

however, i still in low mood this few days with just sit and with books and mind is blank..this may be too tired stay in the ward, and thus i start to leave ward and go back to hostel more earlier so that i will study in the night...

in my pre-clinical year, i felt medicine little bit boring as we just study and study without knowing our objective..

however, in clinical year, when we get the information from patient we will ask ourselvcs what had occured in this patient..so, we will very curious to find out the underlying causes..because of this responsible, i study for it,,,

and when you have responsibility, you will be respected by everybody even yourself..

study groups

happy today..
previously i asked myself is it study group will make me study more better..
i doubt it even my mentor ask me to form a study group (even my result still good, not the best, is good)

today, i find it is very useful especially when you have different lecturer teaching different things..

so, friends, have a discussion is the best in your study